The Narrow Way

It’s lonely here. 

Where did everybody go? 

I tried to walk the other way, but it felt broken. 

I felt broken.

I realize now that I was never supposed to be there. I am here. 

I was always here. 

I never truly wanted to be over there. 

I wanted to be free but freedom comes with a price. 

It leads to divide. 

Divide from you. 

A love so true. 

How can I ever repay you? 

How can I ever say thank you? 

The price is already paid. 

The war is already won,

little one. 

It took awhile to get here, but I lie myself down in death.

My body may have been dismembered but my spirit is still in flesh. 

Walking down the narrow way. 

It’s quiet. 

A bit  … strange. 

Why do I miss it over there?

I don’t want to go back. 

I can’t go back. 

I know that now, 

here with you.. 

Is the only place to stay. 

Demons eating at my brain.

Trying not to go insane. 

I’m in 

pAin. 

Life without is equitable to hell. 

Torn between both evil and pure. 

Which do I truly adore? 

Being good has never felt so wrong. 

I know I know.. 

I should keep holding on. 

But how? 

How can I keep on strong? 

I am nothing. 

I am weak. 

without You. 

I need you.

I eat you.

I breathe you. 

Your word. Your Mind. Your Heart. 

You. 

Abba, Father, Yahweh. 

Your way. 

Have it.